Hope?

Feel drained, feel sucked out of life
Groping around for hope,
yes hope's a nice uplifting word
but what if you can find no reason for that hope
Know that you've got to be confident,
besides all the failures and embarassments.
And then life seems to go away from other corners too.

And then you remember that there were times and situations where people faced this,
and got over,
and then you get reminded of your very own, of the lovely, of the great 9th.
And you feel like immersing yourself into it, drown...deep and deep,
and think while drowning, hoping that you'll come out with life, once again.